Friday, November 12, 2010

And You Call Me Pessimistic?

So, yeah. I finally started a blog. I've been meaning to for a while, but I just never got around to it. So, if you're wondering how it's going... I'm breathing. I'm not unhappy by any means; but there's a lot on my mind right now. I even broke down tonight because I realized that I've been sixteen going on five months now and I still can't drive, I still haven't been writing music like I wanted to, and still feel lonely. I know that stuff isn't very important and I shouldn't feel like a failure, but I do. Not that I think I'm a total fail. I just think I'm lazy, and who wants to deal with a person like that? I wouldn't. - But don't think I'm upset with myself or anything, I'm just venting... but in the end I'm perfectly happy with where I am right now.

I DID began writing songs again today and actually came up with some pretty good ones. It's nice to finally put down some things I've been concealing in my mind onto paper. Especially considering all of the things I've never got a chance to say due to my extreme shyness. Hopefully you'll get to hear these songs soon. I'm still not sure what style or genre I want to ultimately go for with my music, so I have a lot of experimenting to do.

I guess that's all I really have to say at the moment. Until next time...
Daniel

Album of the Moment: "Speak Now" by Taylor Swift

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